Just let go

When things are too much for me and I simply cannot bear it anymore, I just let go.
I recently had crush with Wayne. (Don't ask me anything about him.) Or maybe that's love. I don't know.
I miss him day and night and hardly can concentrate after our first date. A very beautiful and wonderful and unforgettable one.
Personally I felt very thankful to the Lord that I met him and we had one night together. He is so attractive to me.
I knew a great deal of that man, both strength and weakness, but see the best in him and love him even more.
Then, I wish that we can have more time together......maybe as friends ...
Eventually, I told him how I felt and decided to just let go and keep moving ....e.g. accept other invitations and find some other guys to date....
Sort like that.....I need to put my trust in the Lord and lean not on my own understanding......
That's it ...The Lord said, "Come unto me all ye that labor and are of heavy laden, I will give you rest " .
May we all find rest in the Lord.